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This was written several years ago and was posted to some news groups.
My life, like yours, is full of experiences and expressions. As a child, I was always
fascinated with the 'wonder' of nature (according to my parents). At age 14 (May 1963) I
fell approximately 60 feet and bounced about 12 feet after striking rocks. I was at a
school outing and several of my classmates observed my fall. The impact damaged many of my
body parts, and the hospital told my parents that my chances were 20% for survival and
less than that for return to consciousness. About 12 days after the accident, I (the
current occupant) found myself wandering about space. I was aware of my awareness and was
able to examine my history. This history was many years long (~35,000 yrs). During that
time I had been only an observer of life and the planet earth. I felt a strong desire to
experience life as a human and began my journey into a human form. The result of this
journey was my entering the form I now animate and is called Tom. I began life within a
14 year old body without any personal body memories. My first action was to cause the form to
move, and in doing so I surprised the hospital staff and they said that I had been in a
coma. Of course these words were just noise to me and it was not until several weeks later
that I began to understand and imitate human speech.
I developed as most children do; experimentation, exploration and association. Within
months I was able to "pretend to be human". I read every book that I could find
and went back to school.
I moved to California in 1966-1967 and was proud of my ability to behave as a human. My
intelligence was easily noticed and I began to limit my exposure to 'most people'. I had
many experiences, dreams, visions, and what have you.
My experience in becoming a human is certainly unforgettable. My development and growth
(awareness/critical thinking) has been like most people. I learned the concepts of
right/wrong about the age of 5 years in experience time (19 in body time). I can now
perform mostly like anyone else on this planet with some specific exceptions.
I have never been able to totally separate myself from the atomic domain. My
experiences often involve actions in the chemical/atomic region. This is also true of 'all
life'. I feel I am different in that the actions are quite conscious. I would be
considered unusual by most people. I am quite intense and direct and communicate
consciously. I do not have 'emotions' typical of most 'western society peoples' and I
generally regard life as a re-cycling of atomic/chemical material. The human consciousness
I share with you is an incredible thing. I continue to be fascinated with the idea of a
chemical process thinking.
This world, this Universe, is all made of the same stuff and all of life is a chemical
reaction. Ideas & thoughts are the aspect of electrical energy produced by the body.
Our DNA has been encrypted with a specific message that some have glanced at. Others may
even be able to 'read' the message. The message was put there to be opened by us when we
became able to do so. I believe that now is the time for this. The invitation to the party is
clearly a portion of the message. I am not able to provide any other contents of the
message for personal reasons.
The following text are questions that I answered. A FAQ I suppose
>Do your parents know this information ?
I have talked with my parents (?) on many occasions about my experience. Unfortunately
they do not understand other than my words. They did confirm that I acted differently
after the accident and they assumed that the reason was the accident. My father has had
several Near Death Experiences and I have been able to contact him in that context. He is
not 'pleased' with his own experiences (I believe he wishes that he was like most people).
>Before you entered this body, how did you survive in space? I mean,
how did you live ?
Live and life are peculiar to forms, and before I entered this form I was without form.
So the question you ask has no meaning or context. Without trying to explain an initial
cause, I began as an awareness of being rather than a being of awareness.
>So how much have you learnt about the human race? Have any of your
visions come true?
Humanity is exciting in many ways to me. Perhaps the most interesting aspect is the
apparent ability of humans to effectively and completely pretend not to be 'god'
(everything). This 'separation' is absolutely incredible to me. Visions in the context
above could be more correctly referred to as 'astral' travel. There are places that I have
been to that continue to exist even if I forget them. In terms of prophetic visions, I
usually do not anticipate, as the element of surprise is much more fun. As a human, I can
completely pretend not to see the future.
>As you have examined your history, during in which you were a
observer, you may know things that others are fighting to learn. Would you be willing to share that information with other
people?
This is a very difficult question to answer. I believe that we all know all. So what
could/would I share other than my own story (experience)? Certainly I am honored to be
asked my opinion and am delighted to tell my story. I doubt that I could help anyone
unless they have the capacity to understand. That is I am a catalyst, not a reactant or
agent.
>The child whose body you entered, what happened to him (his
Soul/Spirit)?
The soul/spirit I realize or acknowledge is a temporal aspect of the electrical energy
of the form. It does not exist without the form. So when this accident happened a
sufficient loss of blood and oxygen 'killed' the electrical output of the brain and the
"spirit/soul" ceased. There is however and aspect of the soul/spirit that may
endure (persist) beyond the end of the form. This could/is accomplished by the soul/spirit
becoming detached from the form and learning to obtain sustenance from other energy
sources (then the body/form/brain). This technique has been practiced by humans for many
centuries (yoga/guru). This will allow a 'longer' period of persistence however, it will
not extend beyond the life-time of the form/object upon which the spirit/soul feeds. For
example: If you acquire energy for your spirit from the atomic domain than your
spirit/soul will last as long as there are atoms
> What do you mean that you are the affect of electro-chemical energy
generated By the planet? When did you realize that someone else was in your
body?
I am not sure how to answer your question without spending some time with definitions.
Perhaps a simple example. We (the personality) are the effect (by-product) of the
electro-chemical activity of the brain. We do not naturally occur without a body (form) of
some type. This manifestation then is temporal and does not exist before or after the
electro-chemical radiation from the planet (about 30000 years ago). I am here specifically
as a catalyst and am enjoying the unfolding of space and time. Clearly I too am temporal
and even though I permeate the sub-atomic domains, I am senseless there. To enjoy, I must
exist at higher energy domains and by doing so I limit myself even more so. This
planet/universe is positioned to begin (finish) an incredible feat. Without the earth, I
would never have been, without me, life would be just an idea (a dream) of what life might
have been if there was such a thing.
NDE
email group A great page
of links as well
IANDS Near Death Experience
Another
NDE site
A
Walkin site
Another
Walk-in site
WE
INTERNATIONAL This link
may not work :-(
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